The Day Before I Go Home

I have to go home from my Dad's house tomorrow. When I go home I won't be able to go on my blog anymore. Until my Mom gets internet again, that is. I made a mistake today. I've been spending alot of time trying to get myself to forget about an obbsession that I had with a person at school this year. A friend of mine "accidentaly" gave me his MySpace address. I've had it sitting on my other blog since this past Thursday, and has been driving me INSANE!!! Just knowing of the existence of this adress was bad enough, but knowing THE adress, well lets just say that it was enough to "make me lose control". And I did. Because today, I went on his MySpace. It was set to private. It was nerve racking. I was so close to tears with my over stress that I had to call an expert. His stalker. Shes refreshing if you really need it.

I went to Seabreeze Water Park today with my dad. Its my favorite. I went on an actual roller coaster. Its the seventh oldest in the country. There is something about newer roller coasters that makes me nervous. Coming from someone who just rode on their first roller coaster since the age of three, I just get this safe feeling from the old ones. Its sort of a home cooked meal kind of theory. The newer style roller coasters, with the colorful steel, and the modern looking cars, just don't have that feeling of security. It doesn't have the same history. When I got to the top of the first hill of the Jack Rabbit today, I didn't feel that. looking down at the old bulky train car, on its wooden beems, I felt safe. Of course, then we dropped down a huge hill and I screamed my head off. But it was less a scream of fear by the third time I went on it than it was a scream of sheer, brain boggling delight. It was so much fun! And then, when you climb out of the seat after this exillerating ride, you can't help but want to do it again. Even I, the girl petrified of of roller coasters, did it four times! Now, I'm gonna give myself a pat on the back and go to bed. Good night all!!!